Read in Your Language

01 March 2026

"As Above, So Below" From Ancient Hermeticism to Quantum Physics

As Above So Below by Ludwig Von Bacon: Mary the Theotokos  Surrounded by Angels vs Lilith the Daemonotokos Surrounded by Demons
The human intellect, throughout the varied epochs of its development, has persistently sought a unifying theory—a master key that unlocks the relationship between the visible and the invisible, the finite and the infinite, the transient and the eternal. Among the myriad philosophical propositions and mystical maxims that have emerged from this quest, none has proven as resilient, as versatile, or as universally pervasive as the Hermetic axiom: "As Above, So Below." 
Frequently described as a sacramental phrase, a mystic formula, or a fundamental law of analogical correspondence, the saying suggests a profound, symmetric resonance between different planes of existence. It posits that the structure of the cosmos (the macrocosm) is intimately reflected in the structure of the individual (the microcosm), and conversely, that the inner workings of the human soul can influence the trajectory of the stars. From its earliest identifiable roots in the alchemical laboratories of the Islamic Golden Age to its dogmatic applications in Christian ecclesiology, and from the esoteric lodges of Victorian London to the quantum physics laboratories of the 21st century, this axiom has served as the intellectual bridge between the seen and the unseen worlds.

This article goes through the origin, history, and evolution of this saying. It traces the genealogy of the phrase from the cryptic Arabic manuscripts of the Kitab sirr al-khaliqa through the Latin translations of the High Middle Ages, examining its pivotal role in the worldviews of Kabbalists, Sufis, Gnostics, and Orthodox Christians. Furthermore, it explores the radical reinterpretations of the axiom in the Left Hand Path and the Typhonian tradition, before concluding with its surprising resurgence in the frameworks of analytical psychology and quantum mechanics. By examining the chronological development and the cross-cultural permeation of this idea, we reveal a persistent human intuition: that reality is not a collection of fragmented parts, but a seamless, self-referential whole.

06 February 2026

Speaking in Tongues: Deciphering the Primordial & Enochian Languages

The Celestial Angelic and Demonic Tongue of Adamic and Enochian

The history of Western esotericism is intrinsically linked to the history of language. Since the early days of the Renaissance, philosophers, magicians, and theologians have sought to recover the lingua adamica—the primordial language spoken by Adam in the Garden of Eden. This search is not merely linguistic but ontological; the premise holds that the original language of humanity possessed an inherent power to define and control reality, a power lost during the confusion of tongues at the Tower of Babel. In this worldview, to speak the true name of a thing is to command it. This article is an examination of the three primary "spirit languages" that have emerged from this quest: the Enochian language of Dr. John Dee and Edward Kelley, the Celestial and Malachim scripts cataloged by Heinrich Cornelius Agrippa, and the modern Language of Enns utilized in Theistic Demonolatry.

Furthermore, this analysis explores the complex mythological substructures that support these linguistic systems. We investigate the cryptic narratives of Lilith and Naamah, who would have spoken the Adamic language and still would to this day, and the specific legends regarding their interactions with biblical patriarchs such as Solomon and Enoch. By synthesizing historical data, linguistic analysis, and esoteric folklore, we aim to disentangle the constructed from the received, and the ancient from the modern, providing a definitive account of how humanity has attempted to speak with the divine and the infernal.

22 January 2026

"Do As Thou Wilt" From Saint Augustine to Led Zeppelin

Aleister Crowley
The aphorism "Do as thou wilt"—variously rendered as Fay ce que vouldras, Dilige et quod vis fac, or the Law of Thelema—represents one of the most enduring and protean concepts in Western intellectual history. While popularly associated with the 20th-century occultist Aleister Crowley and the countercultural movements of the 1960s, the phrases' lineage stretches back over a millennium and a half, traversing the theological disputes of late antiquity, the allegorical literature of the Italian Renaissance, the humanist utopias of early modern France, and the libertine political satires of Georgian England. This article provides a comprehensive, diachronic analysis of the mantra’s origins, tracing the evolution of "Will" (Voluntas, Thelema) from a faculty requiring divine subjugation to a concept of ultimate individual sovereignty. By synthesizing data from theological treatises, architectural allegories, and esoteric manuscripts, this analysis demonstrates that the mantra has never served as a simple license for hedonism; rather, it has historically functioned as a conditional imperative, where the liberty to "do as one wills" is predicated on a specific internal state—whether that be Divine Grace, Aristocratic Honor, or Magickal Alignment.

23 December 2025

Light and Shadow: A Typological Study of the Theotokos & the Daemonotokos

Lilith the Daemonotokos with a Baby Demon
In the vast architecture of spiritual history, two figures stand as the ultimate poles of the feminine archetype: the Theotokos (the Virgin Mary) and the Daemonotokos (Lilith). To understand them fully, one must view them not merely as adversaries in a moral war, but as Type and Anti-Type—mirror images that define one another across the chasm of history.

For the Orthodox Christian, the Theotokos is the summit of creation, the "New Eve" who heals the ancient wound through obedience and grace. For the Lilithian or modern devotee of the Dark Feminine, Lilith is the "First Eve," the icon of radical autonomy who refused to be subjugated, choosing the wilderness over servitude.

This analysis explores the profound typology between the Mother of God and the Mother of Demons, tracing their relationship through the mists of Jewish mysticism, the philosophy of the Divine Sophia, and the Jungian integration of the psyche.

13 December 2025

The Type of the Son of God vs. the Dark Mirror or Anti-Type of Lilith the First Woman

Lilith and God the Son
Lilith is mentioned throughout history, most famously from the prologue to the world's oldest written story in Gilgamesh and the Huluppu-Tree (from 2100 BC/BCE), the 
Book of the Prophet Esaias/Isaiah: Hebrew Tanakh Version (from 740 BCE), the Testament of (King) Solomon (from 100 AD/CE), the Apocalypse of Baruch (from 100 CE), the Alphabet of (Jesus) Ben Sira(ch) (from 900 CE), the Jewish Midrash Sefir ha-Zohar (a.k.a. The Book of Splendor or the Book of Radiance) (from 1240 CE), the (Greater) Key of King Solomon (from 1350 CE), the Dominican Malleus Maleficarum: The Hammer of Witches (from 1486 CE), Goethe's Faust (from 1808 CE), one of the first worldwide best-selling fantasy novels, George MacDonald's Lilith (from 1895 CE), Bernard Shaw's Back to Methuselah: A Metabiological Pentateuch (from 1921 CE), Charles Williams' Descent into Hell (from 1937 CE), and Donald Tyson's Liber Lilith: A Gnostic Grimoire (from 2024 CE). But until now I have never seen anyone compare her Lilithian typology to that of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, Son of Man, and God the Son. So here is a brief comparison and contrasting of His saviour types vs. her Lilithian shadow or anti-types when held up to a dark mirror. If you do not own all of the above books, I highly recommend getting them in hardcover, even if you are not interested in the history of Lilith as she is seen by the world over the last 5,000+ years, as they also tell the history of human worldviews through these absolute classic books of literature. 

05 July 2025

The RC Deep Dive Podcast

I've been blessed to be able to help out with a group of vintage RC car hobbyists with a new daily podcast about radio controlled cars called the RC Deep Dive. Here is the announcement that they have been making after posting our 100th episode yesterday, so I wanted to share it here too: 

Our new podcast, The RC Deep Dive, just posted its 101st episode, so we thought we would dare to come announce our podcast to the RC hobbyist community! After 101 episodes, we want your questions and topic ideas for future podcasts. Our focus is on vintage, classic, rere (re-release), and modern RC cars, buggies, trucks, and vans. We review RC model vehicles, hop-ups, and give you advice on how to fix, upgrade, repair, and improve your radio-controlled vehicles and teach you about the history of the RC hobbyist community and culture. We are all about that RC life!

14 April 2025

The year was 1985. Little did I know my prayer would be answered 40 years later!




We had new neighbors down the street. Mike and J.J. Vigil, who had lived there since the 1970s had moved out of state. In their place were new Filipino neighbors, Malcolm and Douglas MacLean with their mom and step-father.  Malcolm was my younger brother, Eric's age. Douglas was younger and the first one to start the Tamiya obsession in our neighborhood when he bought the Grasshopper, a 1/10 scale remote control buggy. These were the types of R/C cars that required you to build everything from boxes and bags of parts and required lots of tuning and you painted them yourself. They would take easily 6 hours to build with a father's help.

07 October 2024

American Christian Nationalism?

American Christian Nationalism is coming up in the news a lot lately. But what does the Church have to say about this movement that seems to have its root in the heresy of phyletism and tribalism? Here are the five Orthodox Christian articles that I was able to find on this pertinent subject that address this from the point of view and instruction from the Orthodox Church Fathers and saints. 

25 September 2024

What Septuagint (Old Testament) to Use for Study?


The Orthodox Church uses the Septuagint over the errant Masoretic Old Testament for many reasons previously mentioned in articles on this blog. See the following blog posts for more on that: 

But if you aren't fluent in Greek, then which English translation should you use for Bible study? While the Lancelot C. L. Brenton Septuagint Version is written in a poetic style like the KJV and NKJV versions of Holy Writ, it is not as good for accuracy, as beauty is the more important goal for this translation. 

After decades of studying this, and since Holy Apostles Convent has yet to make an Orthodox Old Testament or a Prophetologion, I have settled on the NETS: A New English Translation of the Septuagint translation. It uses a more wooden literal translation for better understanding like The Orthodox New Testament and The Orthodox Psalter (Psalterion), which makes it worthy for study. 

14 September 2024

Christ Opening the Eyes of the Blind Man through the Works of His Apostles and Disciples


Just like previously with my physical therapist, my doctor at MyoCore (MyoFascial Release and Chiropractic) and I were talking about the stories behind the stories in the Holy Writ, such as how the reason that Jesus used dirt to make the blind man see was because the blind man was born without eyes and Christ was showing us that he was God by making human organs from the dust, like he did when he created Adam in the Garden of Eden on the sixth day. 

He, being unaware of many of these connections that fascinated by them, asked for 5 or 6 books that would open his eyes to these connections. Thus I suggested the following: 

  1. The Orthodox New Testament Volume One: The Holy Gospels (Evangelistarion)
  2. The Orthodox New Testament Volume Two: Acts, Epistles, & Revelation (Praxapostolos)
  3. The Orthodox Psalter: The Psalterion According to the Seventy, With the Nine Odes, & Patristic Commentary
  4. The Lives of the Holy Prophets: The Major & Minor Prophets of the Old Testament
  5. The Lives of the Holy Apostles: Saints Peter, Paul, Andrew, James, John, Philip, Bartholomew, Thomas, Matthew, James, Jude, Simon, Matthias, Mark, Luke, & James
  6. The Life of the Virgin Mary, The Theotokos
I also pointed to him to the following three blog articles I wrote on this blog:

13 September 2024

How Should We Live?

 


Because we all need a reminder from time to time, including myself... 

Luke 3:11 “And answering, he saith to them, ‘The one who hath two tunics, let him share with him who hath not; and the one who hath food, let him do likewise.’” 

Acts 5:32 “And of the multitude of those who believed there was one heart and soul; and not even one of them was saying that any of the things which he possessed was his own, but all things were common to them.”

Acts 5:34 “For neither was there any among them in need; for as many as were owners of lands or houses, selling them, they were bringing the values of those being sold,” 

Romans 15:1-2 “We then who are strong ought to bear the infirmities of the weak, and not to please ourselves. For let each of us be pleasing his neighbor for the good, toward building up.”

Iakovos (James) 2:15-16 “Now if a brother or sister be naked and wanting of daily food, and any of you should say to them, ‘Go in peace, warm yourselves and feed yourselves,’ but ye give them not the necessities of the body, what is the profit?”

10 September 2024

More on Some of You Wrongly Trying to Elevate Worldly National Politics to Dogma


Just a few reminders from the Holy Writ, which you should be holding above that of politicians, if you are a Christian, even if only in name. I offer these quotes without commentary, as they should be clear to anyone that this vile gnashing of teeth over politicians as if they were saviours to you, your land, your city, your state, your country, and the world is contrary to the teachings of the Church and thus, Antichrist behaviours which you should repent of. I say this, having once been guilty of this same mortal sin. 

29 August 2024

I'm so Sick and Tired...

 ...too many people, not only Orthodox Christians, but people who declare any faith, or even no faith at all, have made it clear their one and only true religion. It is, sickeningly, whatever their political party tells them to believe. Their only 'saviour' is their favoured political candidate. 

It should be clear to any person of faith, that neither American party of the duopoly teaches the same as the Bible. Each pick and choose parts to say that they do, and show how their opponents' teach the opposite, but as politics prove time and time, politicians and political parties cannot be trusted. 

"Do not have trust in rulers, in sons of men, in whom there is no salvation." 
-Psalm 145(146):3

23 October 2023

A True History of Palestine and Israel πŸ‰

This true history, given by The Reverend Priest, Father David of Saints Constantine and Helen Antiochian Orthodox Church, is a great telling of the history of Palestine and Israel of the last 2000+ years, that simply states facts without excusing any of the many evils done by either the Zionists nor Hamas. 

His message of the forgotten people of this world begins at 01:26:00 at https://www.youtube.com/live/WyRTVHB6sE4?si=nrsaWCElm5JiMOgg and I cannot reccomend this highly enough. 

12 April 2023

Who is "Cereal"?

Once upon a time, my youngest son was errantly called Cereal by a substitute teacher, who could not pronounce his name. Seeing that he is a skateboarding enthusiast, and some of the skaters he admires have nicknames like Bam, Benson, Blinky, Boo, Bucky, Dune, Gator, Holmes, Horsey, Jinx, Manchild, Mutt, Ollie, Pork Loin, Slomo, Sluggo, Spanky, Steak, Wee-Man, Yelawolf, Zorlac, etc. he decided to roll with it. 

Could be worse, I guess.🀷🏻But in many ways, his nickname became official when the some of his most-beloved skaters from Death Skateboards, his favorite skateboarding company, wished him a happy birthday, using his nickname of Cereal at https://www.instagram.com/p/CqPd6SEO2cX/.

10 November 2022

Connecting the Dots & Finding the Hidden Truths Behind Well-Known Stories


As I mentioned in my last post, I recently shattered my ankle, damaging a lot of the soft tissue in my lower leg and foot. I have had home health nurses and physical therapists visiting my home three times a week since then to help me get to the point where I am now walking with a very cool yet functional cane

My physical therapist and I were talking about the stories behind the stories in the Bible, such as how the reason that Jesus used dirt to make the blind man see was because the blind man was born without eyes and Christ was showing us that he was God by making human organs from the dust, like he did when he created Adam in the Garden of Eden on the sixth day. 

He, being unaware of many of these connections, yet fascinated by them, asked for books that would show him more. Thus I suggested the following six books for him: 

  1. The Orthodox New Testament Volume One: The Holy Gospels (Evangelistarion)
  2. The Orthodox New Testament Volume Two: Acts, Epistles, & Revelation (Praxapostolos)
  3. The Orthodox Psalter: The Psalterion According to the Seventy, With the Nine Odes, & Patristic Commentary
  4. The Lives of the Holy Prophets: The Major & Minor Prophets of the Old Testament
  5. The Lives of the Holy Apostles: Saints Peter, Paul, Andrew, James, John, Philip, Bartholomew, Thomas, Matthew, James, Jude, Simon, Matthias, Mark, Luke, & James
  6. The Life of the Virgin Mary, The Theotokos
I also pointed to him to the following three blog articles I wrote on this blog:

08 November 2022

Have You Seen Them? The Quest for Wide Skate Shoes!

Broken Bones Brigade
For those of you who don't know, I have wide feet. When getting back into skating, I found that Vans are now way too narrow (Yes, even the pro models - I confirmed with Vans that they intentionally have made all of their shoes narrower in order to save on materials, thus increasing profit). and I cannot wear them. I finally found that the vegan suede Vallelys by Cariuma stretched to fit my wide feet and stood up to a beating.

In May, I suffered a triple ankle fracture and dislocation and am finally walking after 6 months of recovery and healing with strenuous PT (physical therapy). However my left foot and ankle are now wider than before and I no longer can even get my Cariuma Vallely skate shoes on. Cariuma confirmed that the vegan suede Vallely shoes were their best shoes for wide feet and refunded the camel coloured pair I had on pre-order (I currently have charcoal and black Vallely shoes). So I reached out to the subreddit, r/OldSkaters, for suggestions for truly wide shoes. 

Have You Seen Them (Wide Skate Shoes)?
I got many suggestions and reached out to the skate shoe companies to ask what their widest shoes were. Nike SB, New Balance Numeric, and Adidas Skate Shoes were all out, as their shoes are narrow and have no wide options. Plus, I prefer to support skater-owned companies (like Death Skateboards, Film Trucks, Snot Wheels, Zealous Bearings, etc.) when I can.

  • Shoe #1 was the Etnies Marana. I was excited by its fashion-forward looks, but unfortunately, I could not even put my foot in it, just like my Cariuma Vallelys. Immediate return. Etnies Footwear confirmed this was their widest shoe.
  • Shoe #2 was the DC Court Graffiks. They looked nice, and thankfully, I could get my foot in, but the toe box was way too narrow. Sent them back. DC Shoes confirmed this was their widest shoe.
  • Shoe #3 was the Osiris D3 2001s arrived and they were a chonky shoe that seemed to fit good with a wider toe-box but, while comfortable as-is, will definitely require some breaking in at the upper over the toes and at the achilles tendon area. Osiris Shoes confirmed this was their widest shoe.
  • Shoe #4 was the Globe Mens Tilt Skate Shoe. I could get my foot in with some pushing, but then it slid in nicely. It felt really good... ...until my toes hit the toe-box. Immediately I felt compressing pressure on my pinky toe. Not only on my recovering broken ankle, but the good foot too. While these looked good, there was no way I would be able to wear them. Globe Shoes did not respond to my query on if this was their widest shoe or not.

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