23 December 2025

The Light and the Shadow: A Typological Study of the Theotokos and the Daemonotokos

Lilith the Daemonotokos with a Baby Demon

Introduction: The Twin Mirrors of the Feminine

In the vast architecture of spiritual history, two figures stand as the ultimate poles of the feminine archetype: the Theotokos (the Virgin Mary) and the Daemonotokos (Lilith). To understand them fully, one must view them not merely as adversaries in a moral war, but as Type and Anti-Type—mirror images that define one another across the chasm of history.

For the Orthodox Christian, the Theotokos is the summit of creation, the "New Eve" who heals the ancient wound through obedience and grace. For the Lilithian or modern devotee of the Dark Feminine, Lilith is the "First Eve," the icon of radical autonomy who refused to be subjugated, choosing the wilderness over servitude.

This analysis explores the profound typology between the Mother of God and the Mother of Demons, tracing their relationship through the mists of Jewish mysticism, the philosophy of the Divine Sophia, and the Jungian integration of the psyche.

12 December 2025

The Types of God the Son/Son of God vs. the Dark Mirror or Anti-Types of Lilith the First Woman

Lilith and God the Son
Lilith is mentioned throughout history, most famously from the world's oldest story in Gilgamesh and the Huluppu-Tree (from 2100 BC), the 
Book of the Prophet Esaias/Isaiah: Hebrew Tanakh Version (from 740 BC), the Testament of (King) Solomon (from 100 AD), the Apocalypse of Baruch (from 100 AD), the Alphabet of (Jesus) Ben Sira(ch) (from 900 AD), the Jewish Midrash Sefir ha-Zohar (a.k.a. The Book of Splendor or the Book of Radiance) (from 1240 AD), the (Greater) Key of King Solomon (from 1350 AD), the Dominican Malleus Maleficarum: The Hammer of Witches (from 1486 AD), Goethe's Faust (from 1808 AD), one of the first worldwide best-selling fantasy novels, George MacDonald's Lilith (from 1895 AD), Bernard Shaw's Back to Methuselah: A Metabiological Pentateuch (from 1921 AD), Charles Williams' Descent into Hell (from 1937 AD), and Donald Tyson's Liber Lilith: A Gnostic Grimoire (from 2024). But until now I have never seen anyone compare her Lilithian typology to that of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, Son of Man, and God the Son. So here is a brief comparison and contrasting of His saviour types vs. her Lilithian shadow or anti-types when held up to a dark mirror. If you do not own all of the above books, I highly recommend getting them in hardcover, even if you are not interested in the history of Lilith as she is seen by the world over the last 5,000+ years, as they also tell the history of human worldviews through these absolute classic books of literature. 

05 July 2025

The RC Deep Dive Podcast



I've been blessed to be able to help out with a group of vintage RC car hobbyists with a new daily podcast about radio controlled cars called the RC Deep Dive. Here is the announcement that they have been making after posting our 100th episode yesterday, so I wanted to share it here too: 

Our new podcast, The RC Deep Dive, just posted its 101st episode, so we thought we would dare to come announce our podcast to the RC hobbyist community! After 101 episodes, we want your questions and topic ideas for future podcasts. Our focus is on vintage, classic, rere (re-release), and modern RC cars, buggies, trucks, and vans. We review RC model vehicles, hop-ups, and give you advice on how to fix, upgrade, repair, and improve your radio-controlled vehicles and teach you about the history of the RC hobbyist community and culture. We are all about that RC life!

13 April 2025

The year was 1985. Little did I know my prayer would be answered 40 years later!




We had new neighbors down the street. Mike and J.J. Vigil, who had lived there since the 1970s had moved out of state. In their place were new Filipino neighbors, Malcolm and Douglas MacLean with their mom and step-father.  Malcolm was my younger brother, Eric's age. Douglas was younger and the first one to start the Tamiya obsession in our neighborhood when he bought the Grasshopper, a 1/10 scale remote control buggy. These were the types of R/C cars that required you to build everything from boxes and bags of parts and required lots of tuning and you painted them yourself. They would take easily 6 hours to build with a father's help.